Poems of Presence
So, here are my poems of presence. Without a doubt they sustained and spurred me on through the entire month of May. I chose to think of the Pandemic lockdown as solitude, rather than isolation. I clung to a strong desire to be creative, devoting time to appreciating family, cooking, reading, writing and rummaging through my assorted treasures.
Poems of Presence became a writing project among other writing projects. Short poems demanding thought, reflection and close observation of my immediate world...
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The air is still
Behind the headland.
The backstreets
I walk to avoid
Dazed dawdlers
Wanton wanderers
Offers up
A lone crow cawing.
I press on in my splendid
Isolation.
*
The rain,
soft, constant
Limits outdoor
possibilities
The greyness
a blanket
Tossed over the morning
Moves me away from
the window.
*
All the worlds I live in
All the worlds I see
Won’t fit into one mouthful
When words spill out of me
Sometimes they’re words of fire
That emerge with spark and flame
Sometimes they’re gentle whispers
My worlds are not the same.
*
My suspicions
grow by the day for...
Door handles,
Cash,
And populist politicians.
They are my push button issues
To be avoided like,
Like...
-the plague!
*
*
The push for easing lockdowns
Slowly gathers speed
I'm in no rush
To join the crush
I'll sit this out and dream.
Scotty's song won't keep us safe
I see no need to hasten
I'll watch it from the ramparts
This charge from isolation.
In the midst
Of these days
And fluctuating global fortune
I must settle my mind
Into the long journey
Moving with the change
Not railing against it.
The selfless care from others
Offered without strings
Their thoughtful gestures
Move my thoughts
Well beyond the shadows.
*
In the journey
From birth to death
We travel the road
Of a thousand challenges.
From that necessity
A fearlessness grows.
We must be daring
And hold to the truth,
Be undaunted
Even courageous at times.
*
I sit beside the window
Gazing upon
the slow motion
Garden transformations.
I ponder the lovesick rejection
Of my former relationship
With the world.
Maybe today
An invasion of butterflies
Maybe the sound of an eyelash
Crashing to the floor
Maybe...
*
*
While presently possessing
the social mobility
Of a garden gnome
I am content to mine
The sweet content of my days
Far from the madness of crowds
With morning birdsong
And in the background
Lucinda Williams pleading
For passionate kisses
*
How fortunate is the person
Who gets to wander slowly
Through a garden
And chance upon
A late blooming
Passion fruit flower
Beauty undimmed
By its late arrival.
*
An outing
A trip,
A journey, not far
But one
That required
The use of a car.
No exotic locale
No view of the sea
We purchased fresh veggies
Then home we did flee.
*
Where have all the walkers gone?
Long-time passing
Those fair weather footsloggers
The joggers
The footpath cloggers
Have they exorcised their demons?
Have they been released
Was it just a fad
And now the walking's ceased?
*
Delving into old notebooks
Rereading rusted entries
As I wander the shoreline of my experience
Words, both worthy and worn out
Spring forth to be re-examined
They sharpen my awareness
Arousing further pondering.
*
As I wandered watchfully
Down Main Street
After two months
Of self-imposed solitude
I began to regret
Not following through
With my lockdown project
And designing an echidna suit.
*
A trip to Mt. Eliza
Equipped with sanitizer
The trepidation lingers
In inebriated fingers.
*
Saturday morning smirr
Greets me
As I step into the day
Gentle mist
Gossamer light
I pick up the newspaper
Lying in my driveway
Wrapped tightly in its plastic
Raincoat.
*
As I wandered watchfully
Down Main Street
After two months
Of self-imposed solitude
I began to regret
Not following through
With my lockdown project
And designing an echidna suit.
*
We need leaders
Not needers
We need makers
Not breakers
At this time
A measure of our will,
Our resolve,
Is to remain still
Breathe in
Breathe out
And take a slow, look around.
*
I must push through
These hard days
of composition
And tie the words together
No one appreciates
A half written poem
A bird almost flying
And who sets their destination
at the half-way point
on the escalator?
*
I hold no wish
For a heavy heart
I must nourish my thoughts with hope and humour
I must feed it with a belief
That we will emerge wiser
Stronger
From these days.
*
The bells await the arrival of a breeze
A breeze moving gently through the garden
Summoning them to share
Their soothing chimes
Love is in the air
The instant they sing.
*
We’re travelling down
A bumpy road
And no one’s carrying gold
We need the shelter of our homes
Take heed of what we’re told.
*
To walk the in the garden Early in the day
Before the sun
Makes its entrance
Delivers delight
To the wide eyed wanderer
The smells of the earth rise up through the shrubbery
The last of the evening dew
Hangs grimly to grateful leaves
The scent of lemon blossom lingers in the air
As the small creatures emerge from hideouts, resting places and
lairs
Bugs, beetles, butterflies.
*
Loss is not always sudden,
Or spectacular.
Sometimes it erodes the very edges of your spirit,
Across the years
Creeping incessantly like rust across a tin roof
Movement barely perceptible,
Yet keenly felt.
*
We must not forget
That landscape of cinders and smoke
That palette of orange, black and grey
That astounding summer of devastation
And that hideous wind that came bearing an inferno under its arm
Erasing life and lifetimes
Shredding hopes and dreams.
We must not forget.
All Poems by Alan j Wright
Thanks for sharing your poems of presence here, like a diary in verse. Each day brings about insights and noticings. There is a peace about them, even though some are sad and touching.
ReplyDeleteThank you Margaret for your kind remarks. A range of emotions flooded over all of us in these recent times. The aim is to both recognize this and then attempt to preserve a little of it.
DeleteWow! This is quite a collection of poems. I really like the one about words, & worlds, and also the poem about the joggers, and the a trip to town to buy veggies. Thank you so much for sharing. You have proven there is a lot of inspiration in everyday life! ( Carol from The Apples in my Orchard).
ReplyDeleteThank you Carol. Even in these challenging days humour snuggles it way in and deserves a place at the table. Indeed you are right, inspiration is close at hand a lot of the time.
DeleteWhat a collection, Allan. I think my favourite chunk was;
ReplyDeleteWhile presently possessing
the social mobility
Of a garden gnome
To walk in the garden Early in the day - so lovely.
And those inebriated fingers.😂
Thank you Kat. I always appreciate your observations and comments. The garden, though small was a refuge and a revelation.
DeleteI remember some and enjoyed your voice in them all, Alan. I love the one that references the escalator! What a month with words that carried us onward, to the top of that escalator. Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteEscalator proved to be a good analogy when I began to consider the notion of a journey. I also love where you have taken it (pardon the pun) . We displayed our 'stickability.'
DeleteAn insightful diary of a mindful journey, Alan. I'm glad it will be archived and remembered.
ReplyDeleteThank you kindly Michelle. Your comment is much appreciated.
DeleteWow--these are wonderful. I especially love the one beginning, "All the worlds I live in..." A fabulous record of your month!
ReplyDeleteThank you Laura. Your comments mean a lot. I must admit I too harbour a soft spot for the poem you mentioned.
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